June 2012
12 posts
I am not avoiding cause I do nothing wrong and I am happy to face it
Today will be a brand new day for me
Sick of everything
Fragile friendship
I tried my best, if this is what I got it, I will accept my fate.
Somebody that I used to know ~
Uncertainties
Keep it to my self
Is not there , don’t fake it
Fake pretend smile
Who are you, you are not me , I am not you
Feel like shutting down everything
May 2012
9 posts
The ugly truth
7th day
Even the blind one also can notice
就连盲的也注意到
From your eyes I know u feel heart broken when u throw the balloon to her
Somebody that I used to know
Frustrated, symptom of aged.
Need a break, serious break.
I feel like ending everything
Distance is sad but distance is good in some way. I think friends need some distance, not too near not too far. A perfect distance make things better
Circle of life
Begin process and the end. After that begin process and the end.
April 2012
1 post
Cute. Sampat. Stop being sampat. Annoying? Hate. Life. Reality.
October 2011
1 post
Sorry
对不起,是我诬赖你。
对不起,不应该怀疑你。
August 2011
1 post
Can you stop pissing me off again and again
I have enough!!!
No way I will tolerate with her!
This is not her 1st time and she never learn. What the hell, she don’t even think she doing something wrong.
Again and again you pissing me off.
You keep hitting my boiling point.
Fine.
I have enough.
Sorry to say, I am not going to share anything with you. No way. Stop copy cat everything!
I don’t care what mum say, is my life,...
July 2011
7 posts
Ohh well
I wanted to ask her but I don’t dare.
Doesnt sound like me at all.
Stupid
I am stupid, I am dumb.
I already done my best.
If you still not happy about it
Sorry, I can’t do anything.
My job is not to please you.
So dead
I hope for a better day.
I din able to touch any of my pre learning course.
I din able to finish my work
Later is the reporting deadline.
And I still want to go for training later.
Brave
I must say she is brave, she open her mouth and ask him a random question.
I must say she is so brave, she touch him when she open her mouth and ask him a random question.
But I feel so sorry to her.
She pick wrong timing to ask him a question when he is busy.
She pick the wrong timing to ask him a question when he is peak chiking.
And he answer her question.
With low volume.
With no eye...
M.O.N.S.T.E.R
You’re so double faces
Could you be the devil? Could you be the angel?
You teach super detail,
Feels like I am learning, leaves my small brain growing
They said be afraid,
You’re not like the others, super mood-swing senior
Different D.N.A
We don’t understand you.
You’re from a whole other world,
A different attitude,
You scold me a lot,
Am I ready to go, lead...
Special friend
Dear Jake, are u happy now? Did u miss us?
Promoted
Announced and promoted!
Yeap, congratulate to myself.
I might not the best but I did my best :)
June 2011
11 posts
Fly to the sky
Not sure yet, but if is from his mouth, I guess is true.
Fly high high, this is how I feel right now!!!!!
Bad news
Not that bad but I am not happy.
Happy happy star
Many things happen but I heard one big big good news :)
What news?
Star news.
If 5 stars is the best, I got 4!
Low profile and above average :)
Yippie ya ya Yippie Yippie ya.
Can’t tell how happy I am.
Even the boss also say I am too humble. I should be proud of myself.
Woohoo!
Crazy night
I eat, I drink, I dance like a normal youngster :)
Everyone is drinking, one cup one cup, one bottle one bottle. Of course, I am not that crazy, I drink 2 cups and some beer. Fats, I know.
I dance. Hahaha, ugly dance step I guess? They are good, no doubt. They dance till very high profile, and I dance like a chicken.
Well, nothing special happen . Just a crazy night to release stress.
:)
Cave man thinking
What do you think about of being take the 1st move?
Well, for me, is either one in the bg relationship have to take the 1st move. Is either the guy or the girl have to make the move. Say hi, flirt, hugging and kissing. This kind of things it won’t just blink and happen, it won’t like ding, is time to do it and happen. It always have to be one them to show the initiative to do that....
Think too much?
Why is she sitting there?
Okay, I am evil.
I admit.
I always think that why out of sudden she start sitting there?
Is it because he will be sitting right opposite her?
Is it because she get a better chance to look at him?
Wait, I am not jealous.
If she really likes him, I will laugh and wish her all the best.
If is not, okay, I think too much.
Weird
I have this weird feeling this lately.
I dunno how to describe it.
I feel strange, empty and helpless.
I think I am too sensitive.
I think too much I guess.
Lonely Lunch
I am eating bread now for my lunch.
Alone.
What a lonely lunch.
If you were me, will u go lunch with a group of stranger, and talk nothing but a proper male. Or u will eat bread alone, playing phone etc, like me.
Obviously, I have made my choice.
I rather eat alone than the awkwardness between me and the strangers.
Well I glad Hannie is with me.
Though she is a plus size to a lot of ppl,...
Scare
I dunno what am I worried about.
My department might want to change the style of working.
A department separate to a smaller team.
Mean I have to work under same manager, same senior and same team mate.
If I hate you, I still have to work with you. That’s it. All u can pray is either u resign 1st or he or she resign before you.
Haiz, please let me allow me to wake up late late.
Small kid
I act like a small kid today.
Immature.
I know I work very slow, like a turtle.
I know you work very fast, like an eagle.
But turtle still able to finish its match with rabbit. You shouldn’t say something to hurt him but you should believe him instead.
Yea yea, you said I chat too that’s why I can’t finish my work. Efficient.
Okay, that what you want. Then I give you. I...
May 2011
10 posts
Alike
When a couple have been together for a long time, they will somehow look alike.
Here and there, abit here abit there.
When a dog follow a master for a long time, the dog or the master will somehow look alike.
Here and there, abit here abit there.
Same case here, I have followed my seniors for quite some times. I learnt from them. Here and there.
The way I talk, the way I treat people, the...
Teddy Bear
I Like Teddy Bear.
I know some people think that this is very childish but I LIKE.
I want a huge-huge white teddy bear =D
Show face
I show face, because I am not happy. I don’t feel like smiling because I am tired of pretending. My mouth and chick don’t even want to fake anymore. Some ppl can do it but I can’t. I can’t.
If u want to bitch about me with ur friends or boss go ahead. Please. I already did what I can as a ASSISTANT if u really want to complain, complain please. I am an assistant and I am like a dog okay.
Love
Oops, I just found out my friend like the guy that I always bitch about.
I never thought of her will like him. Think about it now. She always ask me how is my life, how is the engagement, how is the job, how is my senior……… oh now everything make sense. She likes him so she want to know everything about him.
I am so bad. I always talk bad about him in front of her. Okay, is...
Jokes
They like to jokes with me.
Is it a joke?
Do I wish it is s joke?
I dunno , I have no idea.
3rd party stories
I hope is not true as I heard my boss complaint both of us, me and my team mate for not working seriously and playing around.
I hope is not true because my boss doesn’t show this message on his face when he speak to me. Well, Mayb he is pretending. You know, adult working reality world.
I hope is not true as I really work super hard to help my boss, to assist my boss to finish the job. I...
Acid man
I am scare.
Izzit true the rumours about the acid man? A lot of ladies and women have been blinded by the strong acid.
I am scare.
Police, please save us?
Feel sucks if you know you going to be scolded the next day but the day before you can do nothing but sleep and die later.
Yes, this is how I feel right now.
I am too young. I thought the world is beautiful, kind, no bad guys, all innocent talk, fairy tales life.
I was wrong. Way too wrong.
I was be attacked behind me and I know nothing. In short, I die without knowing how it happen.
Is...